#3

I don't even know what to type.

I don't even know where to begin.

So I won't.

As of last friday, our child moved on. It wasn't even born yet and now its gone. 14-16weeks. 14-16 weeks!! Now we must go through hell to finish what my wife's body could not.

I though I would never write anything about my first child. She moved on five years ago this July. My mind, right now is blank yet all I can think of is her.

I nolonger care who know, who doesn't know, who didn't know. I started this thing on DA and, though, it takes me a while, I was intended on doing something. To show something of myself before I... move on. On line, I have kept an non-approach additute towards myself... but no more. Now, starting today, you will see all.

I figured the best way to do that was to first share with you my first born. Its too bad I never wrote anything about her and any of the others... until after she left, but that too will change. I want them to know that I love them all and that I will NEVER forget about them, EVER!

I know, it sounds corny, stupid, confusing to some, a pain to others... but I nolonger care. As usual, I learn things much too late, see things after they have already left... but at least I see them.

Of course, I will never mention my children here in their true names, unless its what they want.

But if you read the signs and pick up the clues, you will know all about me.

Until then...

"We walk as one. We live as one. We die as one." --Me/Cerberus Quote

Its funny. For someone who can't write, I tend to find a lot of shit to write about.

I guess Pain is an eye opener.

Deviant Art: MY FIRST BORN